冯致铭

代表国：挪威 联合国环境规划署（UNEP）

    Theoretically I shouldn’t be nervous but since this is my first time in my life attend in such formal occasion; naturally, I was kind of shocked as well as uneasy. This time, attached by my fear, all the uncertain factors appeared. A topic that I was not in charge of accompany with a group of native speakers who never failed to be the spotlight. I found my tongue twisting and hesitating and my mind swirling and twirling. I never want to be a coward, so I tried communication, but that didn’t make sense. All the words from my mouth were just something not belong to this planet. Probably I did have some pretty cool points, but the general impression I got was that day was a doomed day.

    That night, was a resolution night. I made a bunch of resolutions, all for tomorrow, and exclaimed them to the field outside. I told myself to clarify this was not me but still won’t if I don’t adjust. Then, assembled with a coke, I began my work, to type the resolution. I never view this work as necessary and glorious until the first day at the conference, they all prepared. This is a segment of my preparation.

    Officially, I made up my mind.

    The next day was impressive and incredible, I mean, all day, including the social night. That’s the power determination and belief brought to me.

    On the way back to hotel, I found myself deep into an amazing feeling, simply because the awesome performance I had today. Then, a spark flied and something intriguing crept into my mind, this amazing feeling was identical with the feeling I had the first day.

    Back to that day, now I can recall when I saw the magnificence and the grandness of the building, I muttered: “This is a stage for me to perform”. That was a resolution, was that? That was also the very first note I composed during the conference.

    If you expect to see something about how do I define the collaboration, define the friendliness, I’m sorry I disappoint you. I don’t think can obtain this through a three-day conference. But the slogan of MMUN is “Inspiring youth” and basically I think I am inspired. I felt the power of resolutions and got something sweet from devotions accompany with all the best moment with my friends from all over the world, that’s sure to be vivid.